Well. I have (kinda) stowed away the whining and am working on drawing more often. Nothing I'd want to post yet, but I'm pretty proud that I'm working.
However, at the same time, I'm really...bored? Like I have put myself on a schedule that's kinda strict and not at the same time. I have an appointment with myself to draw/write a tiny, set thing every day. I can do a lot more if I want (and it's very likely that I will once I've started), but I must do that one thing. So, I'm keeping my appointments and I'm always drawing a bit more...but I still feel like I'm not doing the right thing? I'm not sure how to describe it. I guess it's a weird feeling because usually when I'm doing the right thing, I'm so pleased with myself I stop for a while (admiring how awesome I am??), and I'm not this time?
Or maybe because I still have trouble coming up with ideas for drawings with human figures. I guess I have to do some life drawing to stir my brain?